Every time we feel we are at the place with God that we can do it all, He brings us back into humility with gentleness. I love that about Him! He is so gentle to correct, but so powerful to instruct.

It was really hard when I found out I wouldn't be able to go to the OneThing09 conference because of lack of drivers. I was SO set on going for so long, that it took me a while to let that fact sink in my brain. But God really helped me to face the facts, not get upset, and to move forward. It sounds really stupid, but I have a pretty hard time when big plans change. Good thing God is showing me how to deal with this, because with God, anything can change at any time, just as long as we are following Him we will be provided for. Being able to watch the conference on live feed is just such a blessing.

I really feel like this whole situation happened the way it did for a reason. I was able to reach out and help some of my friends and really minister to them. I was able to spend more time with my best friend and my family who will all leave on the 2nd, and I was able to grow in patience and realize what my priorities are.

Christmas was really amazing. I had such a fun time with family, hanging out and laughing like always. There is something about being with them that makes me feel a little more important than I do normally, and a little more humbled to see the sacrifices they make for each other. I did get a car stereo (YES.) and our family pitched and got a wii, so that was awesome. Then at night dad and I and some friends went to see Sherlock Homes, which I have seen two and a half times now. (Yes, I realize that is ridiculous, don't judge me.)

After this week of everyone leaving, sad goodbyes, and reality checks, I know that God will continue to pour out His Spirit on me, so that I can love others the way He loves me! Let's just hope it's not harder than I think it will be to say goodbyes...