Every time we feel we are at the place with God that we can do it all, He brings us back into humility with gentleness. I love that about Him! He is so gentle to correct, but so powerful to instruct.
It was really hard when I found out I wouldn't be able to go to the OneThing09 conference because of lack of drivers. I was SO set on going for so long, that it took me a while to let that fact sink in my brain. But God really helped me to face the facts, not get upset, and to move forward. It sounds really stupid, but I have a pretty hard time when big plans change. Good thing God is showing me how to deal with this, because with God, anything can change at any time, just as long as we are following Him we will be provided for. Being able to watch the conference on live feed is just such a blessing.
I really feel like this whole situation happened the way it did for a reason. I was able to reach out and help some of my friends and really minister to them. I was able to spend more time with my best friend and my family who will all leave on the 2nd, and I was able to grow in patience and realize what my priorities are.
Christmas was really amazing. I had such a fun time with family, hanging out and laughing like always. There is something about being with them that makes me feel a little more important than I do normally, and a little more humbled to see the sacrifices they make for each other. I did get a car stereo (YES.) and our family pitched and got a wii, so that was awesome. Then at night dad and I and some friends went to see Sherlock Homes, which I have seen two and a half times now. (Yes, I realize that is ridiculous, don't judge me.)
After this week of everyone leaving, sad goodbyes, and reality checks, I know that God will continue to pour out His Spirit on me, so that I can love others the way He loves me! Let's just hope it's not harder than I think it will be to say goodbyes...
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
Dude
How great is our God? I know that phrase might be termed "overrated", but it is SO true to my heart right now.
All God wants is for us to make Him known. I was spending time with Him the other night, and He just showed me an awesome revelation about Mary from the Bible. I was just talking to God, telling Him how awesome it was for Him to call Mary like that, and to use her in such a mighty way. And He just spoke to me saying that my will, your will, everyone's will and calling on this earth is just as important as hers. Not saying that the birth of Jesus was equal, because it isn't, wasn't, and will never be. But the whole idea is that if we are open to God, and willing to do what He asks, and living in full abandonment to ourselves, God will use us in a mighty way to impact people, nations, tribes, for HIS glory!! How awesome is that??
Another thing I love is just how much we can learn from God, I want to be on my face, everyday, learning more about my heavenly Father. More about who He is, what He wants from me, what He thinks of me. More and more and more every single day. He is SO available to us! This is so encouraging.
You know, I had a weird week. Just very busy, not taking the time out that was needed to get on my face before The Lord. Last night I was thinking over the week, and realizing how much I missed spending time with Him, how much His love means to me, how I can't live one day without Him. I honestly just fell on my face in repentance. Who am I that I would ignore my Creator? I am nothing, and He is my everything. But I think it is an everyday act of humility to the Lord, of passion for His Word and His Presence.
Yaaa, just some thoughts.
All God wants is for us to make Him known. I was spending time with Him the other night, and He just showed me an awesome revelation about Mary from the Bible. I was just talking to God, telling Him how awesome it was for Him to call Mary like that, and to use her in such a mighty way. And He just spoke to me saying that my will, your will, everyone's will and calling on this earth is just as important as hers. Not saying that the birth of Jesus was equal, because it isn't, wasn't, and will never be. But the whole idea is that if we are open to God, and willing to do what He asks, and living in full abandonment to ourselves, God will use us in a mighty way to impact people, nations, tribes, for HIS glory!! How awesome is that??
Another thing I love is just how much we can learn from God, I want to be on my face, everyday, learning more about my heavenly Father. More about who He is, what He wants from me, what He thinks of me. More and more and more every single day. He is SO available to us! This is so encouraging.
You know, I had a weird week. Just very busy, not taking the time out that was needed to get on my face before The Lord. Last night I was thinking over the week, and realizing how much I missed spending time with Him, how much His love means to me, how I can't live one day without Him. I honestly just fell on my face in repentance. Who am I that I would ignore my Creator? I am nothing, and He is my everything. But I think it is an everyday act of humility to the Lord, of passion for His Word and His Presence.
Yaaa, just some thoughts.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Random
I have curly hair now! I decided this morning I wanted to get a perm, just a wavy one that looks natural but gives some body, so I did it! It only took FOUR whole hours, but it looks great so far. Once I can wash it and get some product into it, I will post a picture.
But yay!
Oh, and I went to Bath and Body Works and got an amazing deal with bunches of stuff for 20 bucks. Yes!
And my car is awesome. It has flair, which I love, and it is mine. FOr nothing. Thank you Scott and Kit! :)
Praise you Lord, for you make all things new.
But yay!
Oh, and I went to Bath and Body Works and got an amazing deal with bunches of stuff for 20 bucks. Yes!
And my car is awesome. It has flair, which I love, and it is mine. FOr nothing. Thank you Scott and Kit! :)
Praise you Lord, for you make all things new.
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